Thursday, November 24, 2011

Tackling hurdles..

Sometimes it is good, to take time and think... Tonight as I sit and think about all that I am thankful for, I also sit and have millions of things running through my mind.  I decided that I needed a few items of advice, and thought I would start with listening to myself.  I often will speak of advice but not always follow what I say.  I just finished reading some of my own blog posts here, and realized that I have so much going for me.  Everything is going to be okay, I can cross these hurdles that are being placed in front of me. 


One thing I have learned about myself, over the years...is I allow the little hurdles to be the same size as the big ones.  I really need to work, at getting over that...but I think that takes time.  I do not want to share all those hurdles, because some are to personal and do not need to be announced, just need to stay in my heart...there are other hurdles that I would like to share.  







Recently, I was told by my doctor that it may be smart to try a gluten free diet.  Today marks the official start, but I have been gluten-free for about 2 days.  While I know many people go on this diet, it is still something that you have to be strict with yourself about. No cheating here or there.. and I am already craving the taste of butter on some bread.. but I will find a solution eventually.  Thanksgiving dinner was not bad, and tonight we found some different brands that offer a gluten free option.  This hurdle, is possible for me to overcome.  


Do you ever catch yourself thinking about a million things at once???  And your not sure if there is really something that is bothering you, or if it is just all the things added together??  Well, that is me.  The semester is slowly coming to a close, and there is a lot that needs to be done.. but the Christmas break is just around the corner.  I think I am ready to be home for a while, but I do not for sure I am not ready to move stuff home for break.


I believe I am getting to the point of being in need of a bear hug... 
I love hugs, getting them from anyone.. but then there is some people that you just enjoy hugs from even more.  Everyone has someone in their life, that just gives the best bear hugs ever.  :)


With all this said, today has been a wonderful thanksgiving.  I am so thankful for my friends and family.  I am so thankful for being able to look outside my window and see the stars.  For beautiful evenings spent with family and sharing stories.  For being able to know that I am generally safe here in my home.  I am thankful for those that choose to serve our country.  For the wonderful people in my life, past--present--and to come.  I am thankful for all that I have.  I am so thankful for all, each one of the people in my life have a special place in my heart.  This is only all possible because the one true God gave his one and only Son to die for us.   Don't take for granted what you have today, because it may not be here tomorrow. 


Dear heavenly Father, 


I pray to you today, with thanks for everything you have provided me with.  Amazing family, Awesome friends, and the people that I do not know yet or never will.  I pray for those that are sick, and down especially the Haas family as they push through the struggle of cancer. I pray that you give love and healing to those that are sick and comfort to their caregivers and family. I pray God, that you lend me guidance over these hurdles that come into my life.  God, you are mighty and holy, and I love you.  I pray for all those that serve our country, the few I know and the millions I don't--they are all so special and often do not get thanked enough.  I pray for safe travels for all those traveling during this thankful season and that those shopping tomorrow are safe as well.  Lord, I pray to you on this day and all the days to come, you are wonderful LORD, I love you.  In your holy name, Amen.